Suppressed

These feelings I can't express
When you talk
When you breathe
When you move my heart
All within me blooms
Like the flowers I've never come to love
Confidently unleashing their charm
I can't help but smile
I want to pluck you out for my amusement
To express the gratitude I have inside
But I've never cared for flowers
So I'm afraid you will wilt
Oh I am so very afraid
So I will leave you with a kiss.

Refresher Blues

Art Credit:
"Raindrops on Blue Leaves" from Desenio

Raindrops

Melodic strings

Are these my thoughts

Or is my body reacting

To this day it doesn't end

But it gets better

And my body persevere.

Nostalgia

.

The sound of crushed dry leaves

A childhood of adventures

A long hike

A packed lunch

How I wish it never ends

Period.

The Findings

How do I know if my thoughts are real?

Art Credit: "Explore Eye" by Miranda Martin

Vacuum Space

You were made for me
You were to fill my loneliness
A huge blackness that grows
And you grew to fill it.

Why did I tell you to go?
I remember my resolve back then
Yet here I am dwindling
But you won't come back to me anymore.

Worth

I love him more than the world
Yet there is nothing I can offer besides love
And in this I feel unworthy
Anxious of when comes a time
someone offers him more than affection
Afraid when he realizes that I have nothing
So I shy myself away
When he took no notice
I felt all my worries are true.

The Creep's Growth

I wanted to tell it to someone
When I'm shivering at night
I wanted someone to hug me tight
In their arms I want to break down

Promises, hope, assurance yet
When I look, they're never there
The ever noticeable absence
Feeds the growth of my fears

So I took no notice
And thread this bravely
Even if I know it is a front
While in some distance, the glass slowly breaks.